Mood: Saddned and Confussed
Metal Song: Iced Earth -Fear Of The Dark
Time: 11:0 PM PST

Well, something interesting happened yesterday. A long time friend,Ashley , who has been a good friend of mine for a couple years now, was talking to me and i realized that I also like her. So right now the list of girls i like are Chandra and Ashley. I cant choose. If I pick Ashley then Chandra will most likley start to get distant. And if I pick Chandra, Ashley would get distant.And this comes at a time when I am really looking for someone to be with. I dont want either to distance themselfs from me.

Well on a better note. I went on a boat trip yesterday with my best friend Steve. It was fun. Also my Birthday is sneaking up on me. It is this wednesday, May 5th, and I have no idea what i am going to do.

Well things are in turmiol in my life, so I guees i will go and try to figure things out..

No pics again..  :(

Mood: Saddened
Metal Song: Iced Earth- High Water Mark
Time: 1:03 PM PST

Well I havent updated my blog in awhile because I have have either been sleeping or when i was about to my Mom come out and kicked me off.
Well let me see... Yesterday I had to Mow the Front Yard and the Back Yard. Which was hell, it was about 98 degrees outside, I was wearing all black, and I have bad Allergies. ALso Yesterday, my sister kept throwing pens at me while I was on the comp, so I go and pick her up to move her, She gets freaked out that I am able to pick her up, (She is 18 and i am 16) so she squirms and i drop her, she goes aff crying to my mom saying how I did it on purpose. Then to top it all off my mom kicks me off of the computer at 12:30 AM PST. I dont usually get of untill 4:00 AM PST. So I wasnt even tired for about 4 hours.  I just havent been having the best couple of days.... We well see if things look up today.

Mood: Creative
Song: Iced Earth- When The Eagle Cries
Time 12:50 AM PST

Well i went crazy with pics. Unfortunatly.. i could only upload a few.
So here they are! I am in my sisters Room in these pics.



This is me and my gun in my room.

Mood: Heart Attack!!
Song:  Bitesized Buddha-Funky Cactus
Time: 2:30 AM PST

AAHHHHHH! I jst got attacked by about 3 Spiders! I have a major fear of Spiders! One was on my leg! Holy Crap my LEG! I smashed it! Then there was one by the mouse when I got back from getting a Soda. Then the other one Just appeard like a minute ago on my Computer Screen! I fell out of my Chair and almost died. I was so scared, i could hardly breathe, It scared the crap out of me! I know it is funny to hear a guy say that stuff, but I HATE Spiders! If only it wasnt so dark i would take a pic of my self right now! AAHHHHHH.
Again, Sorry no pics.

Mood: EH?
Metal song: umm I wasnt listening to anything
Time 7:00PM PST

Well. My Parents came home today. They got me a present from Portland,Oregon. It's a Spike Braclet. I will post pics of it tommarow.

Mood: Bored
Metal Song: Iced Earth- The Coming Curse
Time: 2:32 PM PST

Well, ummm, BORED!! There is nothing to do!
 Bored Pics:


I was just staring at my background in these pics. :(

Mood:Tired
Metal Song: Iced Earth- Vengance is Mine
Time: 8:21 PM PST

Well, something dod happen today. I got a call from my friend ,David, saying that he wanted me to go with him to see a Improv show at 7:30 PM PST, he called me at 7:20. I had 10 Minutes to get from my house over to the school. I Didnt make it, I was 5 minutes late and they wouldnt let me in. :( So I had to walk back home.
Other than that Nothing else has happened.
Random Pic Time!





Enjoy!

Mood: Tired
Metal Song: Iced Earth High Water Mark
Time 1:55 PM PST


Well, Today is just another day. Nothig special is going to happen. I stayed up all night again. Since nothing is happening, I will post again later tonight!

Mood: Sad
Metal Song: Iced Earth- I Died For You
Time 5:30 PM PST

Well, I didnt get to go over to Chandra's House. I got up around 3:00 PM and she wasnt home. :( Today my parents left for Portland, Oregon to go see my brother, they wont be back intill Sunday. So I am stuck here at my house untill Sunday with my Sister , who annoys the hell out of me. Since nothing else is going on today, I am just going to leave it at that.
See Ya!

Mood: Happy
Metal Song Playing: Iced Earth- Dark Saga
Time: 1:30 AM PST

Well Today I am going to iver to One of my Friends' House, Chandra, whom i havent seen in ages. Chandra and I have been friends sonce 9th grade. And I have liked her ever since we meet.I just havent gotten the balls to ask her out. Which I will hopefully fix today when I go over there.Unless i wimp out like I always do.
For a better note. I play a HAlf Life Mod called Day Of Defeat(DOD) and I was in a realism Unit Called 6th Airborne Division (6th AB) And i got to the Rank of 2nd Lieutenant. And then I quit for reasons that are still unknown to me. So then I went and joined anoter Realism Unit (9.SS). And well just like 10 mins ago I git IMed from my friend from the 6th AB, I got asked to go to the serer, so I go there and there is 3 guys from a CAL League Called Basi. And for some reason people from CAL have been Noted Hakers and assholes. So I start to play and then They went off on me about how I hack. So I left. And then I get IMed by my friends saying i should go back. So I go back and then there is 1 less Basi and my friends is in there ow, so I stay. And then we all got in argument for about 1 Hour. It was getting to the point where i was about to leave. Just when i was typing saying i was leaving the people from "Basi" Reavel them selfs to be My former Captain and Corporal of the 6th AB. AHHHHHH. They Tricked me!! I was Laughing at myself for about Half an hour. They are so mean! LOL!!! I am still not over it!

 Ok here is some pics of me :)